A Most Unusual Meeting

A story by Santosha Tantra from Nov 22, 1999 Sudra had an intuition that a most unusual meeting was about to take place. Would it take place at a formal dining restaurant while indulging in expensive dead meat, glasses of wine and cheese and glazed nut salad? Or would it take place at the seashore while the setting sun reflected pink colors upon the waves that met the shore? Or would it take place on a hiking trail in the...

Sudra Returns!

It has been many years since Santosha last used my voice to express herself! Too long! She is an elder now, looking her age and creaking in all the right places. Fortunately, I don’t age, as I am the voice of her awareness. I’m just as innocent as I have always been. Innocent and irreverent. How wonderful that awareness doesn’t age, which leads to the question: does it process, grow and expand into an unfathomable infinite depth? I don’t know...

The Heart Whisperer of Creation

The place of happiness was always waiting for the person of happiness to arrive. This beautiful place located at the beginning of time was here from the very beginning, and no one can remember when that is. No one can remember the real beginning of anything or any place, nor can anyone imagine the end. Still, it is all being dreamed by the Heart Whisperer of Creation and no one knows who She Is. No one ever imagined either; everyone...

Six Conversations That Led Up To The Perfect Gift

Master Marinee knew her death was imminent. Her health had been steadily decliningsince last spring. She told no one and no one suspected that her health was failing. Sheseemed to have her usual vigor. She was a very active woman and enjoyed taking longwalks everyday. She often walked alone and enjoyed communing with the internal andexternal environment. Her walks in the last week were more and more of a shorterduration. The last few days she ambled only a few yards...

The Trailblazers

     The place that Sudra loved the most was the trail. She walked the trail alone. She walked the trail for everyone. She walked the trail with the deepest intimacy of everything that lives.  She was living and breathing everything as she walked. She walked on all the beautiful trails of this wonderful Earth – her dearest devotee. The Earth so loved living in her unifying field of love. It whispered her name and felt her happiness as its own...

Sketches:  The Heart of a Man

Ben Yonder, a good-looking guy in his late twenties, was at a loss. He had lost his girlfriend of 5 years and he didn’t understand why. Women are mysterious creatures, he thought, so frustrating! It was two weeks since the day she quietly packed her bag and left. He could see that she was shaking all over, but she was determined. He watched her go, not saying anything. His heart was breaking but he said not a word. Two weeks...

Castaway

A man floated on the back of a giant sea turtle. The sea turtle paddled towards the shore. The sea turtle breathed in with a big gasp and breathed out a big swoosh sound. He was determined to bring the man towards the shore where he could land him safely onto the shore. He tipped to his left and the man fell off and landed on his back. The man gasped for air and the sea turtle knew he had...

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These are images, collages Santosha Ma created within the years 2019 to 2020. More will be coming! Click on the thumbnails below to expand images....

RAGE is necessary for women on the spiritual path

Rage – (definition) – noun – violent, uncontrollable anger“Her face was distorted with rage.”Verb – feel or express violent or uncontrollable anger“He raged at the futility of it all.”Perfect! Demonstration! of the patriarchal suppression of women. Perfectly seen here that the woman who expresses rage is crazy, and the man that expresses rage is noble, understandable, justified. This is Google, verbatim. And so, my Beloved Santosha Ma suggested I could write a piece about rage, and why it is necessary...

A brief telling of Santosha Ma’s work with me to date…

Here is my first attempt to write about my process, the process of growth and understanding that Santosha Tantra has taken me through (and continues to this day to take me through) out of her great compassion and love, and her absolute Freedom and Enlightenment. I felt that you might enjoy reading about my story with my Guru, Who is the Divine She to Adi Da’s Divine He. She is amazing and wonderful beyond words, and I am grateful with...